Friday, April 1, 2011

I think I busted my knee falling off the wagon...

I have a confession to make... I have been trying to be a good roll model as far as loosing weight, which I never thought I would be but after loosing 20lbs I really want to help people to achieve thier goals as well.  I was super lazy before, when I started my weight loss journey at the beginning of this year, to be honest I didn't think I would stick with it.  I had come to the realization and acceptance that I would always be fat and overweight (or at that time obese).  I thought to myself, "there is no way your lazy arse will ever loose weight you are destined to be fat the rest of your life its in your blood, the rest of your family is bigger, you'll always be bigger too!"  But I thought to myself there is no way I can let myself continue this way, I have to change things, there is no magic pill (trust me I tried a few).  The only way your gonna loose the weight is to work you arse off and eat right.  And even at the beginning I struggled with eating right.  It took me a few weeks to realize what I needed to do and how I needed to begin eating.  But then once I got it all in order the weight began coming off.  3 months later and 20lbs later I feel a lot better about myself, I like what I see in the mirror now I like who I see in the mirror now. 
But back to my confession... sorry, I hate to tell  you all but I have slipped from my diet :(  I know disappointing ain't it?  I have done horrible this week I have only exercised twice and have been eating badly on a few days.  I'm sorry please forgive me....

Have an Oh So Wonderful Day!

1 comment:

Ashley said...

It is ok to slip, it happens to the best! : )

I am just starting my journey to get into shape and lose some weight. I hope that I can stay as motivated as you have.